I'm atm very weirdly obsessed with seeing myself on someone's device. In early days, once I was camming with a guy and then realised he was actually outside at a cheap bar and all his friends were watching me be a bitch for him. It felt like a slap to my face and stirred my little clit.

Earlier last month, I got a similar feeling again (except without the shock) when someone sent me a tribute of sorts - a clip of him opening my reddit and checking my posts. Now I can't rly cum without that kind of stuff 😭 is this weird and am I just a narcissistic fuck, or is this like what everyone goes through where that craving for validation takes a brief weird turn?