Do you ever just wish you could live in an alternate world where you get to transition and be the live in sissy slave to an older dominant white abusive man? I wish I could do that and cook and clean and dress sexy for my dominant master. I'd grow my nails really long, get pedicures, get a naval piercing, bigger boobs, perfect my makeup/perfume/aesthetic, and tons of cute outfits to please my master. And I could dress however girly I wanted without judgment from friends or family.

I'd love for him to treat me like his literal slave and doormat, share me with his friends, spit on me and abuse me, and I would live to please his every fetish and kink, with him objectifying my Asianness, my feminity, my feet, and my girly body. I'd love to have him yell at me, and call me nasty slurs and names, and verbally treat me like he owns me, which is my biggest kinky trigger.

but instead i live in a world where i'm a closeted sissy where i'm male presenting the majority of my life, and working a job that makes me really anxious all day 😥