~ Deep down this was always in me. ~

I’ve always only been attracted to women, having been in multiple (sexual) relationships with them. I tried my best being dominant, but the truth is that I’ve always wanted to submit. Some of them tried, but It was never enough. I always longed for more. To submit more. I looked for dominant women, but only a few actually did the trick.

I became even more unstatisfied. First came pegging video’s, then trans porn women arrived. I felt something I had never before, a chance to truely submit. I became heavily invested and was fantasising on the daily, to the point I started looking to meet up. Looking to submit. To submit in the final form, submitting to dick. I never went ahead with it, never being worked up enough to act on my desires. That’s when is tumbled across ‘sissy porn’.

Months later, I actually think about achting on my desires. I’ve gotten to the point where I think about a man’s cock, where I want to submit to one. I’ve had several sexual online conversations with men. Some have come close, but none have been Able to convince me to act. To face my desires. Each day that passes, each day that I don’t allow myself to cum, I want it more. Deep down this was always in me, I just hadn’t found it yet. Now I’m looking for the last push. Someone who’ll convinve me.

~ What I’m looking for ~

First and foremost, I look for a connection. A connection where we both understand each others needs and wants. I’m looking to build trust, and desire. This won’t work by making me call you names, or you calling me names, from the start. I’m still human, and am looking to be treated as one (at least in the beginning 🙃).

I’m looking for someone more experienced then me. Preferably someone older than me. If you’re in your 30’s or 40’s, you get a head start. But I’m also open to people in there 20’s, just come across more assertive than me. I’m looking for someone who I feel intellectualy inferior to. I consider myself as someone who thinks a lot, therefore I feel more comfortable being a sub where someone thinks better than me.

As you might have noticed, I’m not putting any physical descriptions. It’s because I’m looking for mental domination, I need to be attracted with my mind, for this to work.

~ About me ~

I’m 23 years old. Currently living in Belgium, but I’m able and willing to travel. I’m 6’5, I consider myself a twink, being very skinny. I have been told to have rather brood shoulders, though. I have curly brown hair, and green eyes.

I’m rather introverted. I hate small talk, but love having meaningful conversations with the right people. I love gaming, many kinds of games but am currently investing the most time into BO6. I do really love Minecraft and Fortnite (I know… I know…). I’m quite a movie nerd, which is convinient being a stay-at-home person.

~ About me -

I’m a 23 year old male, currently living in Belgium. I’m 6’7, with brown hair and blue eyes. I’m rather skinny, but have been told to have broad shoulders.

I’m rather introverted, but love having long and meaningful conversations with the right people. I love gaming, I like different kinds of games but am currently investing the most time into Minecraft and Fortnite (I know… I know…). I also love watching movies, except for horror movies. If I’m not inside then I’m probably working out, I try to stay in shape and practice different sports.

I identify as ‘straight’ but have been noticing ‘bi-curious’ tendencies in the last couple of months, therefore this post. (More on that later) I consider myself as someone who thinks a lot, therefore I feel more comfortable being a sub where someone does the thinking for me.

~ My kinks/limits ~

I enjoy many things, and am equally open to exploring more. But, I enjoy these kinks the most: Edging, orgasm control, orgasm denial(!), ruined orgasms, forced orgasms, nipple play(!), drooling(!), JOI/CEI, rope play,… I have recently also started liking crossdressing.

My hard limits are scat, incest, urine play, animal play, body writing, knife play, blood,…

If I sparked your interest, please do contact me! I would love to get to know you! I’m more likely to interact with longer messages.