I haven't had sex since May (only been with females my entire life 25-30), and don't really have a drive to. I am an attractive male, and normal in my day to day. I have never been with a man, but am a sissy in the kink/fetish universe, even though I jerk to cock and the thought of it all excites me and I have inched closer to wanting to experiment, I just can't with the thought of a male body actually physically touching me (7-8 months in heavy to hypno). I can cum to "straight to gay or reverse hypno" videos (a favorite) and am okay with it all when I am using a dildo, and am actually excited by it.

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I guess what I am trying to say is I am in this weird limbo between wanting woman and trans, a trans woman would seem ideal but seems they are unicorns. I know even if I tried a male/cock I would likely regret it, from stories I have heard. Has anyone been through this "slump" of kind of wondering what is next?