Long and emotional.

To my daughter: I think about you every day, even though I can't tell you every day. You have had many firsts without me now, but know I still think about you. It creates ruinous havoc in my heart to not be able to see you when I want.

You are only 10, but nature decided to make you a woman. Once again, I wasn't there to witness this event. So many events that I have missed, since your mom decided to say good bye.

I am a wreck and miss you like crazy. I even see you in my dreams and then I awake and realize how much my heart aches to see you. I cannot wait until custody day, I want to see you now. Yet the paper says that I cannot see you when I desire.

Know this my little butterfly, there is not one day that your daddy thinks of you and my heart aches to see you.

I love you my little girl.

--Daddy