I've been diagnosed as schizo affective, and my DNA has several markers for schizophrenia. When I'm off my anti-psychotics or smoke a lot of weed, my mind does this strange thing where others' conversations begin to interact with my own internal monologue. Like, two other people will be having a conversation not involving me, and what they say will be in direct reply to my own thoughts. This also happens with television and radio sometimes.

Last year during the eclipse, I went to this faerie commune in the mountains where everyone had interesting names like Dante and Neptune. It was beautiful but strange. I was completely sober (other than someone dosing me with wolfsbane at one point), but I had two intense experiences. Once, I was in the bathhouse, and these two beautiful guys were naked and doing sex stuff, and I was (in my own head) like, "Aww, if that were me I'd be all romantic about it." And as soon as I thought that, they switched from super kinky hardcore sex to sweet kissing.

Then, I heard the most amazing music coming from the piano at the main house. I followed it and found this vampire-esque guy called Sebastian playing something so mesmerizing and beautiful that I couldn't even speak. I felt like I was on an opiate. But then, I had a thought that he really was a vampire and was trying to enchant me. And as soon as I thought it, his playing went from incredible to absolutely shittie. It was so strange.

Anyway, after that I started taking anti-psychotics again, so it doesn't really happen unless I smoke a lot of pot. Does anyone ever experience things like this?