Here I am at the start of a new dawn

Just thinking about the way things are

And I've made up my mind, I believe

I want to rise, and I want to travel far

I don't know what I'm doing

I'm trying something new

I guess we're going to find out

If I reach many or a few

I'm going to be honest with you now

I'm as nervous as all hell could be

But I'm not letting that stand in my way

Because it's time I start being me

Oh now this is the chorus

I've really got to try

Because at the end of it all

I don't want to die

I'm schizoaffective folks and it's a trip

I don't know what reality is, but I gotta survive

I've overcome a lot in my life so far

But I'm taking a big step doing this live

I got to get my name out

I need to give my best

Because if I don't do that

I won't pass the test

I've felt like a failure most of my life

It's a completely horrible feeling

I wouldn't wish it on anyone in the world

I hate it because it's my life it's been stealing

What am I on about?

Why am I suddenly singing

About what a conspiracy

Will soon be bringing?

Thankfully, the CIA brainwashed me eight years ago

It was the craziest ride I've ever been on for real

They really made me think I was a messiah candidate

As that's because sacrificing my life was the only thing I could feel

You ever be an idiot?

You ever join a cult?

You ever make one yourself

And get v& by the FBI as a result?

It was a trip and a half folks, let me tell you

In short I created a sex cult while living on the streets

To advertise it, I would talk on behalf of my dead sister

You guessed it: didn't get one person in the sheets

Oh how could I have been so dumb?

Why was I so insane?

Why did I listen to aliens

Living in my brain?

I was in the park writing more posts when they approached me

Thankfully the CIA had them bring me to the hospital

I think they thought I was a serial killer or something

All I was doing was teaching the philosophical

Oh if you learn anything

From my prime mistake

It's never troll so hard

The feds can't tell if you're real or fake