Do I have anxiety or is it depression? The meaning of anxiety is “the feeling of being worried ,nervous, so unease about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome”. Well I’m curtain that my life has always been uncertain. Every step taken by self hate, Worried about where is my next heart break. Filling the pages of my story with hate. The mistakes I can’t take back but keep making. Is it anxiety or am I depressed? Depression is “ a feeling of severe despondency, and dejection” Well I definitely been despondent, that’s for sure . The feeling that I don’t want to get up, The state of low spirit s cause I have lost hope that I am good enough. Psychiatry says that depression is a mental condition , Well am I the odd one out cause that’s my default setting. Do I have anxiety or depression? All I know is that I AM NOT OK!