sometimes i feel like the main reason i’m not as successful as i’d like to be is because i’m just not attractive enough to do sex work. my self esteem has never been great, but it’s been getting to me lately. in my everyday civ life i’m constantly told that i’m beautiful and men are always all over me.

i started out doing this as face out, thinking it would be an advantage since i’m not super skinny and unambiguously black. i’ve since rebranded into a new persona being face in. hearing about how many inquiries other providers get and how much they make a week just makes me feel like a complete and utter failure.

i’m not really seeking any advice, i just wanted to get some frustration off my chest. i never expected escorting to be easy, but with the efforts i’ve put in, i definitely expected myself to be in a much better position.