I know this was a bad idea. I shouldn't have sent anything to anyone online. I usually don't, but I was feeling really terrible and lonely then gave it a try. Now someone out there has videos of me jacking off and I have no idea what I'm going to do. They threatened to send the media to everyone on my Instagram. I gave them the 150 I had in my bank and blocked them. No one got anything but I can't help but live in fear now. They don't usually actually leak the photos do they? I know this was stupid, I knew this was I mistake. I hate myself so much now. My life is on a downward spiral already as it is and now this is just one more thing. I know this happens to other people but I feel so alone and violated. Is their any ounce of reassurance or am I truly fucked? I don't know what I am going to do. I blocked them and changed as much as I could. I feel so sick and helpless