Hey guys escort here revisiting after a multi-year break. I started off in this world as a baby escort (SB aka escort in denial) at and realized I could make a lot more money straight up escorting with less emotional labor, so I jumped ship and didn't look back. I ended up pursuing a civie career and took a couple of years off. Sometimes I reflect on the glamorous lifestyle, fast money, and the high powered people I was able to network here and there.

I decided a few months ago I'd like to return to sex work, but the underlying realization that men who see sex workers, specifically sbs and escorts, are deeply damaged and broken. Somewhere in my break it hit me that these men are trying to comodify something which cannot be commodified and live in a realm where the purchase of affection is normal. Despite being a 304 and proponent of other escorts, the idea of having a man who has such a warped sense of reality touch me puts me off.

It's all a bit strange considering I really used to like my clients on a human level. One could consider this personal growth, and while I'm not blind to that possibility, I see it as a setback that prevents me from returning to a job I used to quite like.

If anyone else has gone through this and has some perspective it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you and happy New Year.