Sorry if this is all over the place. For context, I'm a F35, and I've been involved in SW for years, but only virtually. I did do some in person stuff many years ago out of need and then more recently last year I started doing irl.

SW is something I've done a couple of times, but I'm not a pro. I'm honestly terrified and nervous. I'm scared of the legal repercussions, but more of the nem and getting hurt or 💀, you know?

So I typically ignore, but I wish I could do this full time and I would if I wasn't so scared. I've done it but it's terrifying, so I hope to have get guidance. My friend does it fulltime, but she's like very happy, chirpy and I'm more , uh, rough?

I just don't really know how to do this and make it work, especially since I don't do ICs, you know.

I've had some that have gone lengths to reach me and then when I tell them my rates, they ghost, lol.

I'm not that involved. At least not in the 'in person' aspect. I have somewhat of a following online. I'm just trying to provide for my kids, you know? I'd do it full time like my friend (in another state), but I can't even host, lol.

I've done it a couple of times (most because of my friend) and made some money. Last year, in my state, I literally hung out with a guy for 4 hours, watched a movie, ate, gave a B, and I got paid $1250 really just to hang out but he was just visiting. That one to me was the biggest fluke, and it literally saved me as life was kicking my behind.

So just looking for advice! Please!