I had $1400 worth of appointments scheduled this week. They all canceled and thanks to one last minute, I was in the hole for my room.

Someone texted to book. The reviews were mostly negative, but there were a couple positive ones. We had a decent conversation about info that was publicly available about his life. Lots of the reviews said he wouldn’t show up but I gave him my info anyway.

The most recent review said “Aggressive honestly would not see again” but I decided I’ve been through worse than someone who might be described as “aggressive”. That could just be a gruff attitude.

I stayed up all night trying to get anything schedule with no luck til I passed out at 5 a.m.

I woke up at almost 9 (his appointment) to texts saying he was near my hotel. I didn’t have time to eat or shower before he was there.

When he got on the elevator and was who he said, my nerves hit. I got hot and sweaty and my tummy did a flip. I couldn’t calm myself. I told him I needed to brush my teeth and I puked in the sink.

I walked out of the bathroom and burst into tears!!

I told him I was too nervous and he needed to leave. He comforted me. He told me about himself and said he knew about bad reviews. He said his character flaw is seeing SW a couple times per week and he encounters a lot of fake or scammer profiles, even some bait and switch girls, because he talks to so many.

He did have a good review on that app with someone’s name attached to it. He also showed me many conversations on his phone with the girls saying what a good time they had and inviting him to visit bc they are in town.

I couldn’t bear to tell him my stomach was upset, so I just assured him I believed him but was simply too nervous by that point to continue.

He paid my rate even tho I told him to take his money with him. I told him he has a prepaid appointment next time he wants one and I’m available but I’m sure I scared him off.