I have this client I've seen twice as of today, and I don't think I can see him again. It seems like he is not interested in me as a person or escort, in fact I think he dislikes me. He doesn't talk much or put in effort to conversation when he picked me up, he asks me to dress less like a boy (I'm a trans man), he seems annoyed when I talk or ask questions. But he also has been messaging everyday super keen on seeing me after the first time, because he said I was the tightest he had experienced in a long time. He literally waited in his car down the road for 2 hours without telling me he was already there so I took my time getting ready, and he was straight onto touching me etc. In the car before even driving.

I'm certain he only books me for my holes. I feel really uncomfortable around him before and after the intimacy because he seems annoyed and it makes me anxious. He pays my rates and pays for extras. But I don't think I can keep seeing him when I'm so uncomfortable the whole time that I feel insecure and I feel I underperform with the intimacy.

Would you stop seeing this guy? Or should I ignore my feelings of insecurity because he's a good paying customer?