I am a mid 30's guy who from 18-20 I was a naked waiter for parties and events. I had to do it for cash so I could stop being homeless. It was usually twice a weekend and occasionally midweek around the festive periods. It involved everything from waiting and setup to being a fun toy for any attendee. I loved many aspects of the job, however it gave me rather unrealistic expectations regarding attention and I most certainly still struggle with that now. It's a mental challenge I am only just starting to come to terms with and has probably meant I have sought attention in negative ways since. Has anyone else felt similar or suffered from similar and how did you deal with it?