I thought “I” was doing something wrong because it’s been soooooo slow. But the girl who stayed next door to me in the same hotel had to leave today because she couldn’t afford to pay! And I literally just spent my last on my room today—I’m next. I’ve spent the last 3 days texting ppl allllll day long. Not getting any sleep and nobody has come. This is crazy! Luckily, I was able to sell an IG page for $300. Or I would have been put out 3 days ago.

It may be time for me to get ….a job😫 They’re hiring for a 911 operator and the pay is like $33 an hour. The anxiety I have every day, hoping to get a client is driving me insane. I need a for sure paycheck to calm my nerves. Has anyone else gotten a job? I kinda feel like a failure for having to do that. But I think the economy sucks right now.