I've seen escorts plenty of times before, but only ever for 30-60 minutes, where it just felt kinda mechanical. It's a perfect experience for what I wanted out of it, every one has been great, but this time I wanted something more. I went for a high end, 4 hour session, that cost over 10x the amount that any previous 30-60 minute session cost.

It happened yesterday, and you know how you get people who say "Help! I've fallen in love with an escort!", I've always looked upon them with a smirk of derision, but after yesterday? I fucking get it.

I'm well versed enough to know the reality of course; this woman is doing everything right to make me have an unforgettable experience. It was a GFE, and that could not have been more accurate. I'd say we only spent 45 minutes out of the four hours having sex, the rest was just being together, talking, sharing stories, talking about family (with no real specifics that would identify anything of course), and after the sex, just running our fingers over each others bodies, as if we had known each other for months.

This is the first encounter I've had where I was transported back to being 17 again, where I'm in the company of my first love, puppy love, where I'm enthralled by every word she says. She was able to achieve this feeling with me in just a few hours, which is a real testament to her talent as a GFE provider. I'm sure she hasn't though about me since, but she has absolutely stuck with me since then, and I'll look back on our time together fondly for a long time.

There's one word to describe the sex - fiery. You forget for a moment that this is a paid encounter, and you're suddenly a couple who have been lusting over each other for months and have finally got some time alone together for the first time. It was electric, passionate, and genuinely beautiful. This is going to be the most corny thing ever but I really believe it - it wasn't sex, it was making love.

I know it's easy to read this and think I'm just like any other guy who caught feelings for a pretty girl who was paid to have sex with him, but I really do understand how it works - it was a transaction, a fantasy that she provided for me, but was worth every penny. For a moment, she had me wanting to burn all bridges in my life to do anything to be with her for real, thinking when I'd get home I'd have a message from her agency saying "She loved you so much, she wants to see you outside of work!". I know the truth, but it was so fun to fantasise how incredible it would be to be a part of her life.

Maybe I'll see her again in a year or so, maybe never again, but she'll be on my mind now and then for a very long time.