It finally fucking happened. I was stealthed/ assaulted. He was a regular that I did car play with. We'll he wanted to get a hotel and I was ok with that. No problems with him before. He uses then bathroom then I say we can get started after I get done in the bathroom. I'm in there just checking the bathroom out before I get started. He opens up the door telling me to suck him(first red flag).

Flash forward, I giving him head covered. He begs for no condom saying I'll give you $$ more for bare head/fs. We start with vaginal covered all good, he wants to do Greek. OK I give him the lube tell him to go slow and stay in when he gets fully in. He goes slow going in then starts actively going when I'm saying stay still(red flag 2). It's starting to hurt when i can't take it so I'm saying stop take it out etc, I have to move away so he would stop. I give into a bbj since he's a regular and extra $$. After that I'm riding him covered, I get off and I noticed no condom. Ok it "fell off" when I was getting off. I move on and we do missionary, he's covered again. I check to feel the condom, I don't feel it so I tell him to stop and he still tryst to fuck me. So I get up start getting dressed telling him that was his last chance, I'm leaving and I'm taking payment. He tells me to stop being like that, give him another chance or his money, etc. I had to threaten him to move from the door. I'm home now, just very shaken up. How do you guys process this stuff? I know it came with the job the threat of it. It's just different when it actually happens. I'm going to call my doc to get tested as soon as possible.