My love (f) is getting into SW and although we’ve had non-monogamous experiences at play parties together the idea of escorting and SW feels unsettling to me. She and I have great communication and I am doing my own work to reprogram my conditioning around it. Fear, jealousy, envy etc. are all present. It’s a very new idea and we have friends currently in the industry. I’m not resistant to her doing this work, as a professional photographer I took her profile photos; I’m just not a full fuck yes! and excited yet. Several friends have suggested I find and experience an escort/Sw’r myself however I am not in a financial position to do that or just wait it out and time/ reps of her in this work I’ll learn to be excited. Any support or suggestions are appreciated.