I literally don't know what to do. I've been uneducated and wholly ignorant about Palestine my entire life and I only started diving into it a week and a half ago because I saw someone talking about it on my homepage. I have a dissociative disorder and this genocide we are funding and witnessing firsthand is all I can think about right now. I haven't been able to do any sex work and I fear that I'm going to enter another long stage of burnout where I physically won't be able to do the ONE JOB I'm able to do as a physically and mentally Disabled trans person. I'm scared of losing my housing, we're 2 months behind on rent. I'm tired of surviving I've been waiting for a big break my entire life. I dont feel turned on at all and I cant fake it even if I wanted to because it shows in my content. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I'm terrified of being homeless again.