Hi everyone. I really need some advice about this cause I’m just very disappointed with how things turned out and I need an unbiased, honest opinion on the situation.

I met this provider over a year ago and had seen her multiple times. Each and every time, the experience was exhilarating and I was beyond satisfied. I’m not gonna deny that she is a master of the craft. Now she had wanted to establish a continuous friendship/relationship and unfortunately, I was unable to generate enough donation to do that. It came to me seeing her once every couple of months and she was pretty tolerable of it. But over time, she wanted to see me more often and when I couldn’t, she said she would cut me off. This happened twice, but she never blocked my number, so I reached back out again like nothing changed. Now the second time this happened was a few months ago and I reached out again last week to schedule a session with her on Friday. She had requested the entire donation up front and given our history, I trusted her and complied, which ended up being a mistake. Now she lives about an hour drive away from my area, and she was coming to me, but she gave me the impression that she was already in the area because when I asked for her ETA, she said she was 10 minutes away. I ended up waiting for over an hour during which I texted her multiple times, and she was barely responsive. Whenever she did respond, she gave me bogus ETA updates. I can admit it: I was getting pretty impatient, and was even a bit rude in some of my later responses, but I think it’s understandable given the situation and I apologized for it later on. In the end, she didn’t show up, didn’t give back the donation (even though I never asked for it) and blocked me on multiple platforms.

I guess my question is whether I deserved that or if she screwed me over. I’m also wondering if it’s even worth it to try and post a review about this experience on PD given how the platform is structured. I guess I did take it kind of personally given our history together and I’m not trying to smear her name or anything. But as a consumer, it just seems really unprofessional, which is very unlike her.

Would appreciate feedback/opinions on this. Willing to provide more details in DMs. Thanks!