Sorry if this is long, I don’t really know how to tell it. Sometimes I rent a room at a place where ladies can do this job, and drive back and forth. When I tour I do the same and sleep there. The house always asks me if I am available for walkins, and I generally say yes, but walkins are not common and they would be like the middle of the night or after I was done for the day and took off my makeup already, etc. I always tell my husband when I’m away, ok today I am gonna take a walk-in, but then I am tired by 11 and choose to go to bed instead. In general I am a bit angsty about walkins because I never really negotiated a spontaneous meeting in person, when I didn’t have a chance to feel the client out in chat, etc.

Anyway, my face is not conventionally attractive. And I am 38. I do not wear a ton of makeup and I don’t have anything fake but I feel like the makeup I wear is essential for me to look pretty. I don’t feel pretty without it and my hair clean and brushed, etc. or without an outfit accentuating my body, which is my strong suit.

So yesterday I was done for the day, just showered, hair like a limp wet noodle, no makeup, feeling my age. My husband waiting in the car. Someone rings the bell as I am cleaning up, and no one is around so I answer. Cute young guy, very clean looking, you know what I mean, I tell him no one is there, he says what about you? I almost laugh bc I look like a bag of dirty socks. I thought he would assume I was not a worker. He says I only need a few minutes. I feel bad but literally my condoms and stuff are already in the car and my husband was waiting. I went back inside and really no one was available. I finish cleaning up, hoping he would go away, but knowing I had to deal with him because I rent there often and i want the house to continue to have good ratings. Well he was still there and I politely but firmly said no, and i left.

But i have never had anyone want to fuck me looking like that…I felt really good. If things were different I would have taken him.

I just wanted to share because I don’t really have anyone else to tell.