When I was 19, the first friend I made in college was a 27 year old feminist punk chick named Tara. She was cute, loud, opinionated, fun, somewhat manic, and very aggressive. We hit it off immediately because we were both flirty and into the alternative music scene.

Tara and I always joked and wrestled which created a lot of sexual tension. She was sexually interested in women so I didn’t think much of it. One night we both got drunk at her place (a common occurrence) and we started making out. She could feel my erection through my pants and aggressively tried to unzip my pants. I fought against it but she was surprisingly strong and basically forced my cock into her mouth and blew me.

Needless to say, this caught me off guard. I was overwhelmed with emotions. My best and only friend in town just basically raped me. I felt used and confused but she was really nurturing afterward. She cuddled me and praised me. She told me that I had such a nice, big penis that she just had to play with it. She admitted that she identified as a lesbian but in her past she slept with men and “missed” the feeling of real cock.

This was just the beginning of my college journey of being used as a sex toy.

From that day forward, Tara would use me as her play thing for 8 months.. mostly getting me drunk and riding me cowgirl until she came then nurturing me like a mother with my head in her bosom afterwards. She eventually started dating a woman seriously and we stopped having sex but that didn’t stop her from using me.

Anytime we were at a party, she would introduce me to her bi and lesbian friends as “my friend with the perfect dick” and winked at them. Apparently, she talked about me to her friends and encouraged them to have sex with me. They openly talked about how they were curious about what a real penis felt like because they only used dildos. That night I went home with a cute tattooed lesbian named Mary that was curious about exploring her sexuality.

After good experiences with Mary and Tara, they spread the word and I went home with several dozen bi and lesbian women over the years that literally used my cock as a sex toy and used me as a way to explore things they were scared to do with anyone else.

Wild experiences.. very emotional experiences.. and lots of laughing at the absurdity of it all. I look back at that time in my life fondly and with a lot of shame. I was used but not a victim. A teacher but also a student.

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