Hello, my name is Amber and I am 20 years old. I’ve contemplated writing about this for several weeks and attempted to a couple of times, but never went through with it. But as my acceptance for what I’ve been doing, and what I’ve basically become, has settled, I find myself wanting to share my experiences. I find myself not only accepting what I’ve become, but also becoming happier with it. I love the fun I’ve had and the feelings that I’m given from it. And I absolutely love reading other’s stories which has given me so much inspiration to tell my own. Anyways lol. Apologies if I ramble at times, as I am very new to this sort of stuff.

I guess I’ll start off with saying that I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 18 and nearly finished with high school. I had fantasies of doing the things that I’ll soon be talking about, but never thought it would actually become reality. During my freshman year in college I met a senior boy who first introduced me to one of my fantasies; being submissive. He and I had sex just twice, but it was enough to unlock this feeling inside of me. The second time we hooked up he was quite rough with me. The way he took control of my body, my mouth, and my pussy, provided me with the best sexual feelings I had ever experienced; until I eventually hooked up with two men. I’ll refer to them as John and Adam.

I’ll skip past the many conversations we exchanged online before meeting in person to speed things up. The most important thing to know is that we all agreed on what we were looking for. They were wanting to find someone to have a threesome with, while I was looking for someone to fulfill my submissive fantasies and more. I never thought I’d be jumping into a threesome so soon, but the opportunity was far too temping to pass up on. They sent me a few threesome porn videos to show me exactly what they wanted to do. I watched them all and was so turned on picturing myself in place of the girls in the videos. We first met up at a restaurant to talk and get to know each other a little bit. As temped as I was to head straight over to John’s place when we first started talking, I knew to be safe and smart. I’ll also add that we all got a STD test prior to hooking up and provided those results with each other.

John is a 35 year old white male. About 5’10 and a nice body. He has a beautiful and thick 7ish” cock. Adam is a 36 year old male. About 6’ and darker skinned and quite muscular too. He has a beautiful almost 8” cock which is absurdly thick lol. The thing is almost as thick as a soda can.

Before I get into it I want it to be clear that the three of us had discussed all of what we wanted to do beforehand. I wanted to be completely submissive. I wanted to be used and degraded. I loved every minute of it and still do to this day.

Our First Time:

It was a Friday night. I showed up at John’s house (he’s always the host forrr certain reasons lol) around 8. We made our way to the bedroom which has a nice kind size bed in it. John and Adam surrounded me and began touching me all over. Kissing me all over as they would begin to take off my clothing. My heart was pounding with so much intensity. I had to tell myself to breathe. Just breathe.

My clothes would soon be stripped off with aggression and demanded to go to my knees. I obeyed. The two of them then undressed as I waited in my knees. They had sent me pictures of their cocks online, but seeing them in person was such an incredible moment. They both have great cocks, but I couldn’t stop looking at Adam’s. I had never seen one so thick in person and was dying to see how much of it I could handle in my mouth.

They walked up to me. I now had two cocks directly in front of my face. I placed a hand on each of them and began stroking for a bit before placing John’s in my mouth first; then Adam’s. Fuck me was that an incredible feeling. I sucked on their cocks as I remained on my knees for maybe 5 or so minutes. Occasionally being slapped on my tongue and face by their cocks was wonderful. Adam would then grab me by the arms to stand me up and then made out with me. John came up behind me and kissed my neck as he reached around and firmly grabbed my right breast. He then went down to my ass and spread my cheeks. The next thing I felt was him spitting onto my asshole and then his tongue all over it immediately after.

As my asshole was being tongued by John, Adam began fingering my pussy as he still stood in front of me. The sensations I felt were so powerful. I’ll note that I had never had my ass eaten out before then. The spanking would begin shortly after by John. Not too hard. Not yet, at least.

There was quite of bit of dirty talk amongst us which I’ll do my best to remember and include. Talking like that was definitely new to me and turned me on so much throughout the night.

I think it first started when Adam was fingering me and John was focusing on my asshole. Adam placed a hand around my neck and said “Do you like this? Like giving in?” I responded with just a “Yes.” John stood up and said “Are you ready for that throat to be fucked?” Me: “Yes. I want you to fuck my throat.” Him: “Yeah? Then get on your fucking knees.” I got on my knees once again for them.

I was told to open my “fucking mouth” and I, of course, obeyed. John didn’t waste any time and placed his cock into my mouth first after slapping it onto my tongue and face a few times first. He grabbed my head with both hands and began fucking my mouth. He started out somewhat slow and began increasing his pace as he went. I eventually noticed Adam standing to my left stroking himself. He stepped forward and tapped John on the arm. John stepped away and here came Adam and his insanely thick cock.

Adam leaned down to me and said “you’re such a good little girl, aren’t you?” I nodded. “Aren’t you?” Me: “Yes. I’m a good girl.” Him: “Beg me for it, little girl.” Me: “Please. Please fuck my throat.” He had a handful of my hair and pulled my head back, demanding me to open up. I did. He placed his cock inside of my mouth and slowly inserted it as far as he could until I gagged. I could only handle a little over half of it in the beginning. He then knew how much I could take and went 0 to 100 so quickly. He fucked my mouth with so much aggression and force; using both hands on my head, throwing it forward and back into his cock.

They would switch back and forth several times as I was on the floor on my knees. My tits were played with and my nipples pinched a few times as my mouth was being used. Then we moved to the bed. Well, to be more specific I was picked up and tossed on the bed lol. I was told to stay on my back and rest my head off the end of the bed. John walked up to my head and leaned down. It surprised me when he kissed me. I wasn’t sure if either of them would kiss me once their cocks had been in my mouth, but there he was; shoving his tongue into my mouth. John climbed onto the bed. A wave of nerves came over me. The size of him was nerve wracking for me, but nonetheless, I was so fucking ready for it.

John slid his cock into my mouth as Adam ate out my pussy. The feelings of pure bliss and euphoria reached a new high during these moments. John had a more manageable sized cock for me. I was able to handle his length and thickness entirely and had his balls flopping up against my face as he deepthroated me. After maybe a few minutes of being eaten out by Adam, he stopped and moved his body into position to enter me. John took his cock out of my mouth just as Adam was entering me. I took this opportunity and looked down as he began to slide into me. This would be the first time a man would enter my pussy raw. Holy fuck was it an unreal feeling. He knew to take his time because of his size. For maybe 10 seconds I was allowed to watch this monster enter my pussy before John took control on my mouth.

John moved my head back so it was hanging off the bed again and went back into my mouth. He throat fucked me so fucking well. He was rough and forceful just long enough and then allowed me a few second to recover frequently. There came a point when Adam really picked up the pace and was fucking my pussy in a wonderful aggressive rhythm. At one point my nipples would be pinched and twisted slightly; which I loved. John would reposition himself and place his asshole in my face. I used my tongue on him like a dirty slut until he was satisfied. I was surprised once more when he kissed me on the lips. So dirty. I loved it.

The two would switch positions shortly after. Adam’s larger cock would find its way in a bit further in my mouth thanks to that position, but I still couldn’t handle it all. He fucked my throat just as aggressively as John did, but Adam closed my nostrils a couple of times as he shoved his cock in as far as it could go. I fucking loved it. John ate me out for a good amount of time and would push two fingers into my asshole as he did before entering my pussy. I experienced an intense orgasm during this moment. My legs shook so intensely. I would’ve moaned loudly like a good little whore for them if I could, but Adam’s cock was currently destroying my mouth.

I was moaning like crazy at times more than I ever had in the past during this position. The bliss and euphoria was so strong.

After John had his turn fucking my pussy raw and Adam used my mouth, I’d eventually be placed on my stomach. I’d receive a harder slap on my ass this time around and be asked “Do like that, hmm?” by John. Before I could even answer my hair was pulled back by him and slapped harder. I was so into the dirty talk at this point that I was saying things I never thought I would. I responded with “Fuck yes! Fucking slap my ass. Hurt me!” My ass was slapped yet again so hard by John. It hurt, but in a good way. I loved it. John drove his face into my ass and pussy as I laid on my stomach. Adam was directly in front of me and would kiss me for the first time since my mouth and throat had been fucked. He then spit on my face.

This was the first time I had ever been spit on. And yes, I fucking loved it. He spit twice and smeared my face with it before walking away. I remember resting my head and neck on the bed for a moment and hearing from Adam, “Take a minute to rest” as he then sat next to me on the bed grabbing my ass cheeks. He asked “How’s our little slut so far?” Me: “I fucking love it.” Him: “Good girl. You want more don’t you?” Me: “I need more.” He chuckled and said “You’re about to get it.”

Adam moved onto the bed and placed himself over me and slowly slid his cock into my pussy. He’d slide two fingers into my asshole as he slowly thrusted himself into my pussy. John moved in front of me and said “stick out your tongue.” I obeyed. He slapped his cock onto my tongue and face before inserting it into my mouth all the way. This position was so damn good. I felt more submissive in this position for whatever reason. In just a few short minutes the aggression from both of them was so much. My asshole was occasionally being fingered by Adam as he fucked my pussy. My ass was slapped hard a few times, too. On the other end, my mouth and throat was being used so goddamn aggressively by John. The sounds of being face fucked is so hot to me.

I’ll be honest, I lost all sense of time at this point. It could’ve been 10 minutes or 30 minutes lol. What I do know is that I had another intense orgasm at some point. This is also when A LOT of things were being said to me. There were a few points where John would remove his cock from my mouth just so I could answer.

Adam: “You’re such a little fucking whore, aren’t you? Aren’t you, slut?” John removed his cock from my mouth. I took a deep breath and said loudly “Yes!” Adam: “Yes what, whore?” Me: “I’m a fucking whore… I’m a fucking slut.” John then drove his cock back in and fucked my mouth. Maybe 20 seconds later Adam would then say, “You love being used don’t you, bitch. Such a little fucking whore.” John then pulled out and stroked his cock directly in front of my face. I knew it was coming. He told me to answer Adam. “I’m a slut! I’m a fucking whore for you to use!”

I was so into the dirty talk. I then said to John as he stroked himself in front of me, “Please give me that cum. Please.” John exploded onto my face maybe 5 seconds later. Maybe 3 ropes hit my face and then he then quickly shoved his cock back into my mouth where the remaining ropes shot. His grunting and moaning was such a turn on for me.

Adam was still pounding my pussy and said a few things as John came onto my face and into my mouth. I can only remember one thing clearly, and that was, “Little cumslut!”

I was so SO turned on by having cum on my face and in my mouth as I was still being fucked. I had yet another orgasm at that point. I couldn’t help but continue the dirty talk.

Me: “Fuuuck! Oh my fucking god, yes. Fuck that pussy! Please!” And so on. I said much more but I’m condensing it so it’s not so repetitive. Adam: “What are you?” Me: “I’m a fucking cumslut! I’m a whore. My holes belong to you. Both of you.” Adam jumped off of me, grabbed me, and brought my body to my knees on the floor. He stood above me stroking his cock. John was to the left of him stroking his as well.

Adam: “Beg me for my cum, whore.” Me: “Please give me your cum. Please..” before I could finish I was surprised by the intense rope of cum that hit my upper lip. Adam did the same thing John did. He let a few ropes hit my face and then shoved his cock in my mouth. Adam definitely came more than John did. And more harshly lol. Like.. it was almost spraying out of him like a hose. I don’t know how many ropes shot into my mouth, but fuck me it was a good amount.

After Adam emptied himself, the two of them told me to clean off their cocks; and so I did. I used my tongue and mouth to clean off their cocks. As I did we continued the dirty talk for a bit. “Did you enjoy being used like a little whore?” Me: “Yes I did. I really did. Fuck I’m exhausted” as I chuckled. “Do you like your holes being used hard?” Me: “I Iove having my holes used hard by you two. My holes are yours to use. I’m your little cumslut now.” John knelt down and rubbed my pussy as Adam still wanted his cock cleaned by my mouth.

Before I knew it I was picked up and placed on the bed. My pussy was aggressively fingered by John as he said “You’re gonna cum one more time for us, okay.” Adam leaned down and began licking and sucking on my nipples. He then placed his balls on my mouth. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t half to. I licked and sucked on them as John fingered me. Each of my tits were slapped a couple of times and then my nipples were pinched. Adam said “tell me when to stop” as he was pinching both of my nipples.

I think it was at that moment when John began fingering my ass as well. I was moaning like crazy. Adam pinched my nipples harder and harder until I told him it was too much. After he let up some I told him “Do it again” as his balls were still placed on my mouth to pleasure. He again pinched my nipples. Me: “Fuuuck yes, yes.”

John was fingering just my pussy at that point and I was so close to having another orgasm. I was the loudest I had been at that moment. “Fuuck! I’m close. I’m so fucking close!” Soon after I would have another intense orgasm. My body quivered so much from it.

Okey dokie, so I talked wayyy more than I thought I would lol. To wrap up, we cleaned up and hung out for a little while. We had a great talk about everything and agreed it would be the first of, hopefully, many more meet ups. Anal was brought up. I told them I was definitely wanting to do that, but would need to take that specific area nice and slow when we did try it. We would begin trying anal the next time we met up, which I will write about in the near future.

Thank you all for reading!