I met a guy on Reddit. We did sexting and phone sex for a long time. He knows all of my buttons and pushes them like a pro. It's more satisfying to be with him than with anyone, including my husband. He's amazingly hung, handsome, fit, almost all the same kinks... just the perfect sexual partner.

We're very different in some ways, but even when we would butt heads (like when he said that my previous SA was just "bad sex") I couldn't stay away. I've craved him from day one.

I don't meet up with men. I really don't. But I met up with him. It was incredible. So much intimacy, and so much sex of all kinds. I couldn't keep my mouth and hands off him, even in the shower. I'm not even sure how many times we had sex, but I know I sucked him at least three times. He even let me rim him. I really enjoyed that and my husband doesn't let me.

I wanted it rough. So at one point he indulged me. He wrapped his hands around my throat and told me that he wouldn't stop, safe word or not. He was really convincing! Even tho he pushed another limit at the same time, I just let him do it. I even came. It was what I asked for. And so intimate that I cried after.

(After processing I know there couldn't be meaningful consent, but no worries! Of course we're still talking and he's helping me a lot.)

I do feel a bit like a slut, but in a good way. I finally shook up my dull housewife life!