W 23 now i traveled to Germany alone when I was 17. Since then Ive been letting my bf fuck my ass n always suck his dick n let him eat me when he wants but not inserting in my pussy cuz I was still virgin , until one day after breaking up with my ex i was 20 n went on a date with this guy we have been texting for a while then one day he came to my place with some 🥦to smoke (note: at that time i‘ve never smoked it before) He knew i was virgin cuz i told him that on texts ,So we smoked n after that he wanted to eat my pussy i said okay but only eating cuz i don’t wanna lose my virginity. So he undressed me n made me lay down on the ground n told me to open my legs so he can go down on my pussy n start eating it, he was sooo good at what he was doing n i was enjoying getting my wet pussy eaten up n smoking to get high. By the time he was done with my pussy i remember i was soo high n horney , he took me to bed cuz he wanted to cuddle so we laid on bed and he started cuddling me n putting his hands all over my body. He then whispered on my ears that he wants my pussy i was a bit afraid n told him no but u can have my ass , he then started rubbing his dick on my ass n pussy n i was moaning like a lil slut, suddenly i feel something hard penetrating my cunthole it was sooo painful i screamed n he covered my mouth n kept putting it deeper i freaked n tried to see what was he doing n saw all his raw dick inside my hole so at that time i knew it was too late so i just gave it to him , he was pounding me as if he planned to be inside of me tonight. After he was done with me i don’t even remember where he cum but i think it was inside of me , i slept directly naked on bed with him cuz i was so high n tired , the next morning he woke up before me n started touching my ass n boobs , i kinda didn’t wanna wake up cuz i was so in denial of the way I lost my virginity, he slides his dick inside of me n i woke up for the first time with a dick of a man who isn’t even my bf inside my cunt . I didn’t say anything the next morning i made him something to eat n he started joking about me being his personal slut from now on n after he left i went to my bed n took my mirror n wanted to see what he did to my pussy , that was the first time that i see my cunthole opened n sore , a big gaped hole that has been used yesterday for the first time…. To be continued 🙈part 1