So… you know when you meet someone who is not just nerdy, but your exact kind of nerdy? That feeling where you realize that you can just feel out together with no embarrassment and just role each other up? Yeah, that was Shae.

I matched with Shae in Edinburgh. She was new to this and exploring herself, and we took it all very slow. But our shared interests of culture, sci-fi, travel, and weird music was plenty to keep us busy. Even if nothing physical happened, I quickly realized I’d be perfectly happy just to keep chatting to Shae about fun nerdy stuff.

We did meet up though!

The best way I can describe Shae is fucking cute. Short brown hair, round glasses, and an incredibly genuine smile. I, on the other hand, had just come down from the mountains, so I was absolutely kitted out in the middle of the city. She had to reach around about 40kg of kit, including a few ice axes, just to hug me.

Shae offered to drop my stuff off at her office, and after that we took a walk around the ruins in the city, all the way down to the beach. It was one of those days where you just talk and talk. We talked about everything—her exploring polyamory and her sexuality, but also books, music, where we’d been and what we planned for the future. It just flowed. Sometimes we were laughing uncontrollably, and sometimes one or both of us were on the verge of tears.

All of this happened while we were climbing castle ruins being swallowed by the sea, I should mention. I feel like that just adds to the story, watching the tide come in from ruins winding their way down into the sand.

Yet, all this time, we hadn’t talked about … well, ostensibly why we were both there—to hook up. Which is completely fine, like I said I was really happy if this turned out to be a “just friends” thing, but… it didn’t feel like that. It was almost like we were so busy being friends that we kind of forgot that we’d planned to fuck at some point, haha.

So, as the sun started to set, I checked in.

“How do you feel?” I asked, letting her interpret the question however she’d like.

She smiled that big smile. “Yeah, I feel good.”

Hmm. Nice, but not terribly telling.

“And about this?” I gestured between us.

Shae let out a nervous chuckle and nodded. “It feels good.” She said nervously.

That’s a good sign, but…

“So if I asked to kiss you…?”

Shae blushed, but smiled. “Yeah, I think I’d like that.”

Kissing Shae for the first time really did feel like crossing a threshold. Like finally kissing a friend. I felt the tiny hairs on the back of her neck while I drew her in. My hand shook when it slipped beneath her coat to her waist. When our lips touched, I had the destinct knowledge that this was going to be fun.

We made out on the beach, with the cold wind tossing our hair as the families retreated to the city for dinner. It was gentle, but not tentative. Exploratory, like we were really feeling out how we might fit together.

We did eventually break for dinner, where we strategized. I was in a hostel bunk and Shae’s flatmate was not in the mood for company, so ultimately we ended up back on the beach.

It was a little alcove. There was a walkway a little bit above it, but if we were quiet, people likely wouldn’t even look down at us. The moon was completely full and the sky was nearly cloudless–it was absolutely stunning all on its own.

We were like teenagers, really. My heart was racing with excitement and the thrill of being sneaky. When we found a suitably hidden place under the walkway, I backed into it and pulled Shae to me. She was extremely willing, pressing herself into me as our lips met. I unzipped her coat and slid my hands beneath, feeling her skin for the first time. She unzipped my coat in turn, frantic and hungry for more. Her fingers undid my belt and soon she had my cock in her hand. She moaned into my mouth and trailed her fingers along my length.

At the same time, I had slipped my fingers under the waistband of Shae’s tights and groaned out loud (probably too loud) at how wet she was. My fingers trailed between her lips, collecting her juice and circling her clit.

We were both so hungry for each other. I didn’t care who heard us. I spun us around so Shae’s back was against the rock wall, and dropped to my knees. I pulled her tights down as far as I could, but given that it was winter, that wasn’t very far. Still, I wasn’t going to be stopped. I needed her pussy in my mouth. My fingers found their way back to her, dragging along the length of her lips before slipping inside–first one, then two. I pushed them deep inside, slowly dragging them over her g-spot and feeling her shiver above me. My tongue soon followed, tasting her juices for the first time, circling her clit and forcing me to groan out loud.

… and then someone walked by above us. We would hear them from a distance, so we had time to arrange ourselves. But they were only three feet above us, if that. We cuddled and looked at the moon over the water, on the bright beach on a beautiful night–a totally innocent scene! Nothing to suggest I had just been drinking Shae’s cum like I was going to die of thirst…

The second they were out of earshot, I grabbed a fistful of Shae’s hair and pressed her forehead close to mine while my other hand dove into her pants and plunged my fingers back into her. I watched her gasp as I filled her up again, watched her eyes lose focus, then roll back. She clung to me, nails digging into my coat, which was the only thing giving us cover.

“Are you going to be good and cum for me?” I whispered.

Shae nodded enthusiastically.

“I need to taste your cum, Shae. I need it on my tongue. Are you going to give it to me?” I pressed harder against her g-spot, slowly, but forcefully dragging a whimper out of her.

I got on my knees.

I ripped her tights down to her knees. She tried to pull them up a little, but as soon as I started sucking on her clit, that hand went straight to my hand and pulled me in.

I felt her walls tightening around my fingers, making it harder for me to press into her, but that just made me press harder. And harder. And harder. It only took a minute for her to grip my hair tight and shake around me. I felt the tension in her whole body ease.

I wasn’t done, but Shae had other plans.

She pulled me up by my hair and kissed me, tasting her own cum on my lips.

“Can I please go down on you?” she asked, panting.

I grinned and nodded. “No pressure, though. Only if you want.”

The hunger in her eyes! “Yes, please.”

We swapped places and she undid my pants. It was pretty surreal having my cock out in the open, on this beach with the bright moon overhead. It was really beautiful.

And then Shae took my cock into her mouth and I completely lost the ability to think about any of that. She was working my cock with her tongue and her hands, making me as slippery as possible. I threaded my fingers through her hair and gently rolled my hips. I didn’t even try to hold back any moans.

She had just started massaging my cock between her palms when we heard more people coming. I cursed and we returned to our “cuddling” position. Meanwhile, I was driven crazy by the knowledge that they would have no idea that my cock had just been down Shae’s throat.

I turned to Shae and gave her a look. Her eyes were blazing.

As soon as they were gone, she was on her knees with my cock in her mouth. My fingers returned to her hair, and I pushed myself gently into her mouth.

“Fuck, that’s so good,” I whispered. “God, your tongue is amazing.”

It was.

I could feel myself getting close. Shae was doing her best to get all of the cum I’d ever produced out of me, and she was about to. The whole scenario was extremely hot, and I knew I’d remember this scene for a very long time.

… then we heard some more voices.

I was so fucking close, I probably could have cum right when they were above us. With extreme difficulty, I pulled Shae up.

While we were cuddling, I whispered, “Did you want to fuck at all?” and nodded my head to the surroundings. It was extremely public, which could be hot.

Shae looked genuinely conflicted, It probably didn’t help that my hand was back in her pants.

“I do, but let’s wait until we can have a bed.”

I smiled. “No problem.” I glanced above us, then back to Shae. “are you ready to swallow my cum?”

I could see her blush, but she nodded enthusiastically and dropped to her knees.

I was already so close before. I’d been craving Shae, I’d devoured her, and I’d been edged by her. It was barely two minutes before I warned her. She just nodded. I tipped my head back, looking at the moon and the sky and the beach. And I exploded into Shae’s mouth.

I don’t cum from head often, but holy fuck it was so good. Shae happily swallowed all of my cum, gently stroking me with her hands and her tongue. It seemed like she was as reluctant to stop as I was.

After a minute, I pulled her up to kiss her, feeling her swollen, slick lips against mine. My cock was still out, and absolutely rock hard. I began tapping it against her pussy through her tights.

“You sure you don’t want to fuck?”

Again, I could tell there was such an internal battle.

“Let’s meet tomorrow?”

P.s. as an afterward to this event, I had to grab all of my mountaineering kit from Shae’s office before I headed off, and being that it was midnight, we both definitely recognized how useful the desk and couch could be… but sadly, we both decided it was better not to risk it.