For context, I'm 27 yo and a FTM trans guy. My boyfriend is 31 yo and a cis man. We are in a gay relationship.

So a couple days ago, my boyfriend had the idea to have sex with me while high. I wanted to try it, so we planned to do that on my last day before taking a break from weed.

Yesterday I got pretty high, first with a THC pill, then with a vape pen later that night. So I went outside to vape, and after about 5 minutes, hacking my lungs out, I came back inside, went to my room and took off all my clothes. I messaged my boyfriend and he came into my room. And well, we fucked.

It was the best sex I've had in my whole life. I was moaning and screaming and squirting. I'm sure my roommate must have heard me because I was LOUD.

Feeling my boyfriend inside me felt like one of the most beautiful things I've ever felt and when he pulsated inside me it was even better. I came twice, once when he was inside me, and another time when he used a vibe on me.

Afterwards, we cuddled, him on top. And I felt the most masculine I had ever felt. I was visualizing myself farther along in my transition, and it felt like I was already there. I saw myself with a flat chest and a bit more muscle.

I felt whole.