What do I do with my urges for sex? I've considered myself a virgin all my life, also I'm still single because I'm very bad with my social skills but want a connection in other ways with the public but it's strange since I'm very shy and don't like face contact. I've stopped stimulating myself and porn years ago because I thought those were leading to nowhere and so I've felt better, but since a few years ago my friend-making has really gone slow, and the only person-to-person activities now are the involved sexting I have to find from those hungry for the same. It started back then when among a few friends I'd meet online, some were solicitors and now the internet seems wiped clean and i seek out LGBTQ apps and make myself available now.

In the last two years I've dipped my toes into real sex. I'm afraid now I'm a sex addict as I feared I would be growing up with these hormones of puberty. I like the attention and have a limited empathy to hear from another's side of the story in conversation so naturally I get a boost when I hear someone compliment on my photos.