So my PTSD, anxiety, schizophrenia (specifically voices and hallucinations ) and general Autism has been out of wack due to the fact that thanks to my accuser (I can't call them victims as I genuinely didn't do anything I was charged with and what she did was to get back at me because I said no ) getting work has been a hassle as I really cannot do any work that doesn't allow me to work nights and generally via home, which doing Door Dash was perfect for me but they ran a annual background check (which is odd because it states they dont do them in California) and I lost my job with them. Because of this seeing my psychiatrist who I love and always helps has been on hold due to not being able to pay for him and finding a new psychiatrist is just not easy because it took me so much just to find this one because I was for many years I didn't trust them because I always thought they would just commit me even though back then I was starting to hear voices, and light hallucinations.

as for the update its somewhat positive, my lawyer contacted me and told me not to go file the police report because she's not physically trying to attack me nor are her friends, even though she hacked my social media just change the passwords and let this part go because... looks like the DA is dropping my charges from felonies to a misdemeanor but we dont know if its for one that doesn't require registry or not. He also told me he is making an appt to see the video but I asked him if I could as well because I dont know what's on it and I would be better suited to know if I have anything to add that could be exculpatory which he said "you would know better because you were there" he also said that they are now accepting my psychiatrists report which states I am of no danger and that all of this if at all was more so assault if anything but not at all anything sexual, because I was more so being playful/comforting not being sexual.

another thing is that he and my other attorney is going to be filing a 995 motion to get the preliminary dropped because the most crucial piece of evidence was not shown to them at the start. and the judge from that made a big error as did my attorney.