I want someone, or potentially multiple people, to use, abuse, degrade, and objectify me until I forget my name, who I am, what I'm supposed to be doing. I want to forget I was ever a person, with feelings, and dreams, and ambitions, and a history, and gender dysphoria. I want my mouth to be used until it feels strange to not have a cock in it, I want my anus to be so loose someone can slip in without trying to warm me up, I want my tits to be constantly leaking milk for people to drink, I want my cock to be constantly hard, ready for whoever decides they need to be fucked.

I want to be tied up and constantly on the edge, or over, of orgasm, never allowed to rest, never allowed to calm myself down, my mind broken with pleasure.

I want people to think of me as nothing more than a toy for them to get off with, treated the same as a dildo or fleshlight, just with slightly higher maintenance costs.