It’s not an incest thing, I’m sorry to burst anyone’s bubble or to anyone who is into that. I was abused by a lot of women growing up, particularly women who were supposed to be caring about me and not taking advantage of me. I felt objectified and only valued for my ability to please women.

What I want is for someone who sees me as more than just that. Who sees me as their everything. Who adores me head to toe, inside and out, and only acts out of love, adoration, and devotion to me. Who wants to worship me and be worshipped by me. I want to be someone’s pretty baby boy, to be spoiled and loved and to feel at home wrapped around someone. I want to be able to comfortably call someone mommy and to be praised and loved in ways only one person who can have my mind, body, and soul deserves.

My ex made me discover that I absolutely love nursing off someone’s chest. I have an oral fixation and I always have. I knew I loved putting my partners in my mouth, it was such a joy to make them feel good and to taste and savor them. But god aside from some sloppy kissing, nothing beats worshipping someone’s chest. While I lay against them after sex, or they lay on top of me and kiss my head telling me to suckle as much as I want while they stroke me and touch me or ride me. Even during sex if I’m not kissing my partner passionately or nibbling on their neck, I have such an urge to grab their big soft beautiful tiddies and just suck and kiss them until I’m cumming deep deep inside.

Words don’t describe how badly I want to please, but I need to feel human. To feel loved. To be valued. But god I want to make a beautiful mommy cum over and over and to worship her with my lips and tongue while she calls me her good sweet beautiful baby boy