I’m a virgin, have never done or even gotten close to doing anything sexual, but I have many fantasies and this is probably my top one. I love the idea of getting my dick sucked. I constantly fantasize about it. The thing is though, many men seem to enjoy blowjobs because it is like they get to be in control over the woman, and they want to dominate her by putting their cock in her mouth. I’m the complete opposite.

I want my cock to be a woman’s conquest. I want her to throw me down onto the bed, and reach down into my shorts and aggressively fondle my cock before taking it out and putting it deep in her throat while I moan and whine underneath her. I want her to hold me down onto the bed and suck my cock the way she wants while I am turned into a squirming mess on the bed, her hands underneath me and pushing my butt up and my body closer to her so she can get my cock as deep as she can. I want her to keep going, as fast or slow as she wants, as long as she wants. If she keeps on going after I cum? That’s her right, my cum is hers for the taking anyway. I want her to be almost animalistic over my dick, taking it into her mouth and sucking me off whenever she wants. I want to be a living dildo that is only useful for his owner to suck for as long and as often as she wants.

Maybe that’s why when I fantasize about getting blowjobs I always think about women way older than me, or who are my bosses or college professors. I just like the potential power dynamic that exists and how a woman could take advantage and get me into her mouth as often as she wants.