When we were both 15, I (22F) was completely smitten with him. I believed I was in love. I even told him I wanted to give him my virginity. I emailed him some photos of my boobs and he sent me one of his dick. I was a terrified virgin, despite his assurances that whenever I was ready, he would be ready, and we'd simply take it slow. We never got around to doing anything with him.

After four years, I meet his closest buddy and we begin dating. I lost my virginity to him and had a few children. I caught him chatting to a girl on Snapchat two years ago, and I no longer like him. We've "broken up," and now all I want to do is fuck his pal.

I've been thinking about this person for over a decade. I really want to fuck him, but I doubt it will ever happen.