I’d been watching a lot of sissy hypno porn lately. I can’t even remember when or why it started. Too much free time. Boredom. Curiosity. It doesn’t matter. I fell down a rabbit hole; a downward spiral. It was one click after another until I couldn’t cum without watching a hot trans girl with big tits slobbering on a huge hard cock. “You want this.” It was so hot. “You crave cock.” And it was weird, but I started to. “You’re a sissy slut.” The idea of being dominated and forced into sucking big cocks got me so hard and dripping precum. Cocks? Yes, the more the better, I want to be used. “You’re a girl.” Wait, no, I’m not.

After I felt I’d exhausted the entire internet and seen every sissy hypno video there was, I started thinking that I should just try sucking cock. It’s clearly a faze that I’ve got to get over. Just try it once. I’m not gay so I probably won’t even like it. This weird kink I’ve developed is about submission and humiliation and nothing more. I downloaded grindr and met up with the first guy who agreed to. He came and picked me up in his car, drove not too far down the road, parked behind the loading zone at Walmart, and asked me to take his dick out. I was so nervous. But I did. His cock got hard on my hand as I played with him, examining his cock, just so excited to be seeing one so close in person. He shifted in the driver seat and slid his jeans to his knees. I bent down, ass up in the air, and took his cock in my mouth. I explored it with my tongue and enjoyed every centimeter from the head to his balls. Instinct took over. I don’t even really remember what happened. It was like I blacked out for just a few moments. And then suddenly he’s humping my face, his balls slapping against my chin, and grunting as he came right down my throat. I’m so embarrassed. But I’ve never been more turns on.

He said he couldn’t believe that I was a first time cocksucker. It’s weird how proud that made me. I told him that I had a fantasy about sucking off multiple guys at once. He laughed and told me he could arrange a regular thing… He pulled his pants up and started the car. On the short ride home, he asked if I had another other fantasies. I don’t know why, but I told him about the sissy porn. I told him I wanted to be hypnotized and made into a bimbo sissy slut fuck toy. I couldn’t believe the words coming out of my mouth. I don’t know why I trusted this guy, a total stranger. But as I was talking to him, I realized I meant it. That was my fantasy. My deepest darkest secret fantasy. He dropped me off and I expected to never hear from him again.

Things go back to normal. I keep watching more and more extreme porn. I meet up with a few guys for NSA oral. It just becomes part of my life. Weeks later, I awaken from a strange dream. I’m panting and covered in sweat. It was a sex dream. I was dreaming that I was sucking that first guy’s cock again. I don’t even know his name. He’s 🍆 in my phone. But I’m my dream, we have a special connection. It’s like he knows my body and mind and how badly I crave his cock. I go back to sleep and dream of sloppy, slutty blowjobs. I dream he rewards me with praises. He’s so impressed with my skills that he wants to show me off. I dream he begins hosting regular dinner parties that end with me sucking cock - invite only.

It’s the most natural thing in the world. I’m so good at pleasing men. I was made to be cockslut. I awaken out of a sex dream to find myself moaning around a hard cock in my mouth. I rock my hips back and feel his cock quiver and explode inside of my wet pussy. I push myself back and forth between the cocks impairing me - I’m in heaven. This can’t be real. “Good girl,” he says, patting my ass and stepping aside for the next guy. That. Cock is even thicker. I instinctively rock back, taking more dick inside me. Another cock is presented to me and I start sucking. I can’t believe this is real. I slip a hand between my legs…

My pussy is dripping as his cock slams into it. He’s not takin it slow. My fingers find my clit and it send a shock down my legs. I hook my heels behind him and pull him in even closer. I don’t have a cock. Only a much smaller clit. It’s like a cock but so much more sensitive. I don’t have balls. I have fat pussy lips. But it feels so good when real balls rub against them. I’m lost in my own pleasure but the guy fucking my mouth cum and leaves me wanting more. The guy behind me reaches his arm around my waist and pulls me closer to his chest. I start bouncing up and down on his cock, and soon feel my heavy boobs bouncing too.

For a split second I wonder how this happened to me. But I don’t care. I look around and see that the room is filled with horny guys looking on. Waiting for their turn. I hope. My mouth was made for sucking cocks. My pussy and ass were made for fucking. I’m happiest when I’m living up to my full potential, and that is being used by real men.