As I'm writing this, I'm at a crossroads between two sites at once. Honestly, I keep having to choose between two evils, so I am having to still delete my posts to kinky Subreddits to write here to express some sort of complaint against sex, but still, I find garnering any kind of support is practically nonexistent on most of these places. I'm bad with my communication skills but then I turn to using my body to communicate which gets me hearing answers again from generally kindred company. Sorry to find that it's hard for me to support others in their struggles but strict conduct is not an easy environment to expectation to have where I'd most likely talk.