I've had a long issue with sex and porn addiction, and I actually got better and was sober for 2 months. But recently, I went back to it. My feeling of loneliness is at its worst and I'm not sure how to handle it.

Whenever I feel incredibly lonely, I resort to porn a lot. Its gotten really bad to the point where if I'm not working, I'm masturbating.

I want to not let my insecurities affect me this way. I want to be sober and I want to feel like sex doesn't control me anymore. But I am indeed struggling. I want a relationship with someone, but I know my sex and porn addiction isn't going to help with anything.

Loneliness is horrible. It can literally make people self destruct through short lived pleasures and in turn, long hard pain.