I believe I’ve been addicted for about 3 years now it started as buying “content” to what I believe is the worst thing to have ever happened to me. Someone had told me about an escort website and from then on I’ve been using escorts at least once a month behind the back of my fiancé. After spending most of my bank account I moved from female escorts to men on hook up apps and now I just use whatever I can to find something when I’m on the way to work while she’s still asleep. I’ve tried talking to a therapist but he really had no helpful advice other than to masturbate when I have the urge to use. I felt like this advice was just pointless but my use went down for some weeks until recently it’s ramped up and my bank account is getting low. I feel so much guilt and shame for how I’ve betrayed my partner but we have a child together and I feel so conflicted because I want to give her the truth but can’t bare breaking my family further than I have already.