I’m losing my mind and I’m losing hope. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just got a 50% on an exam that is 20% of my grade(we have 3 exams and each one is worth 20%) that was the first exam of the class. My gpa is currently 2.1 and I’m in my third year of college. I’ve spent the past 3 weeks studying for this exam. I was in office hours with my professor too. I genuinely felt like I understood and I was ready and my professor said so too.

I’ve been academically dismissed twice and I appealed. The next dismissal will be permanent and I won’t be allowed to appeal. I’m a finance major so I don’t understand why I’m failing. It’s literally not rocket science. I recently got diagnosed with adhd and I just started taking adderall and I was feeling much more confident since it’s been helping me stay focused while studying for long periods. I feel like a failure and I’m never going to make it because it’s not like I didn’t try, I did try very hard but I still failed. It’s almost like I can’t breathe. I feel stupid and I don’t know what to do. Please what should I do? Have you gone through this before?