I've been in the community for awhile and I've studied endlessly on the topic; informational videos, testimonials, spiritual texts, the online community, etc and I mean countless hours. I know what I need to know to commit but I just can't do it. I can't make it any substantial amount of time. The grip that pmo has on my life is so imbedded into who I am. My mind will make excuses every time in the moment for me to fail, it's like a totally different person than the one who made the commitment when I started... it's scary to be honest. How the mind can switch up like that. I'm at my wits end. What can I do to make this stick and have a successful retention streak?