Don’t get me wrong. I love being able to selfsuck anytime I want to but this has led me to being way too much “ independent “ if you know what I mean. It’s like I can go for long periods of time without actually feeling the need to bond sexually with someone. I probably am just a bit paranoid about these details but sometimes I feel like there’s something toxic going on. My partner (long distance relationship) gives me the best blowjobs I’ve ever had and also asks me to lick the tip together, and I love it. But the weeks / month we are not together, I don’t feel that strong need to have someone else sucking me when I can do it myself and give me almost the same ecstatic sensation. Has it ever happened to you as well?