Hey everyone, hope you are all doing well. Let me start with a bit of context. I'm 18 years old and I'm AMAB (assigned male at birth). I've considered myself to be a femboy for about 3 years now and since then I've classed myself as non-binary as I don't feel exactly male but I don't feel exactly female either. Or at least, that's how I used to see it. In reality, I do want to become transfem and I do want to become more feminine. The reasons for this are quite hard to explain but I've always looked way more cuter to myself and others wearing a dress or a skirt and I love myself a lot more that way. The issue is that I'm not sure how to take this further in a practical sense. I shave every couple of days (which takes quite a while) and I'm considering getting full-body lazer treatment soon. I've spoken with a psychologist about how I feel and I feel like they wrongly assessed that I need to start on puberty blockers rather than estrogen (even though I've finished puberty a while ago). And the worst bit is too, I can dress feminine and being a twink I have a feminine figure. But I have no clue how to look feminine. My face still looks extremely masculine and I don't know how to apply makeup or what the right approach is.

So what I came here to ask is a couple of questions: 1. Do any of you have any good facial makeup guides for people who are illiterate when it comes to makeup? 2. What should I say to my psychologist to convince her that starting on estrogen would be better for me? 3. Are there any better alternatives to shaving until I get full-body lazer? I grow body hair really quickly 4. Haven't mentioned this so far but I have a pretty lispy male sounding voice. More than happy to pay for a course or something but do any of you have any good voice training courses for people with lisps?

Thank you so much everyone ^{^} really appreciate your time