Well, fingers crossed...

Ill get the elephant out of the room first. I have a kink for slutty women, women who cheat (yes, you cheating on me makes me very hard), and women into creampies, group sex, gangbangs, and sloppy seconds. Also, Im a really nice guy and not here to ask you to be a sex object or a porn star. Youre a human being who I hope to love and be loved by in return, Im just going to be open and comfortable talking about kinks and shit because I feel thats healthy and good for a relationship. I hope you agree, but I dont want you to feel like I want you for this and only this. I dont. Im not that guy. Now, moving on. Im going to be honest. Im nerdy, had a crappy childhood, come from a lot of trauma and CPTSD, and have worked a ton on my shit and leveled up my communication skills, emotional intelligence, emotional regulation skills, and my knowledge and skills with healthy boundaries and healthy relationships. I am not perfect. Im still very neurotic and weird, but I like to think Im loving, kind, supportive, and compassionate. Im also nerdy as all fuck and will hang out with you and let you nerd all over me about whatever youre into for hours, and would love sharing eachothers nerdy hobbies and interests. Id love to play video games with you, watch dumb bullshit that makes us happy or makes us feel, and generally be best friends forever. I mean, a guy can hope, right? I want to fall hard and write you poetry and love songs, tell you stories and be there when youre having a bad day. And Id love to make dumb, charming, adorable memories with you. And maybe we can figure out the rest while we go along? Also, no amount of weird is too much for me to handle. I want the real you, and I want to be the guy who makes you feel loved, accepted, and supportive every day. Especially the bad days, especially when you feel the worst. But also the good days. My philosophy is that as long as wre willing to work on our shit, both individually and as a team, then thats what matters. I dont care how much shit you have to work on, just that you try. Believe me, I have plenty of my own shit to work on. If you ever wanted to play videogames with your person while complaining about your day, Im your guy. If you ever wanted to share your favorite things ever while being your dorkiest self and being loved for it, Im your guy. If youve ever wanted to kiss the guy youre in love with while being gangbanged, Im also your guy. And if youve ever wanted someone to hold you and tell you that youre loved and valid when youre in a bad bad place, then Im definitely your guy. Im not looking for the moon, but I am looking more or less for that. To love and support eachother while accepting eachother for who we are, weird and awkward parts and all. I dont know if this will vibe with anyone, but let me know if it does? You deserve love and all the good things.