Okay so hi this is my first post here but I guess That’s what happens when you suddenly deep dive down Google because you hear things and you wonder what the heck is going on and so now you’re down the steep Rabbit hole in finding out all the things that you had no idea about someone they really looked up to but we are also really contemplating whether or not she was good for you to be looking up to because you’re noticing signs of her bringing back your eating disorder even though it’s not her fault for you having a eating disorder but it’s really triggering when you’re watching her videos and all she’s promoting is her bloody workout routines and her new e-book and it’s starting to freak me out in anyway basically long story short I would love someone to explain to me I heard something about her not being all her being anti-LGBTQ plus and I just want to know what is this actually true is there any Substance this? Because I am in or of LGBTQ and I’m just curious like I’ve never actually heard her say anything about the community nor have I ever seen a post anything during June which is pride month obviously so does that mean she’s against it is she auntie LGBTQ because of the fact that she’s Christian or like she just doesn’t share her views I’m really confused and I don’t know I’m just I’m starting to feel really conflicted with everything that’s going on I was meant to be in the recent campaign I won an opportunity to be in it to be featured to have my voice heard and I ended up only being in for a total of 10 seconds or less less than 10 secondsIn the entirety of all four videos like I counted I was in the videos for less than 10 seconds and I worked my butt off with my partner who is a videographer he filmed and created these really beautiful shots and we did so much hard work and then I end up being in it for less than 10 seconds and I don’t know maybe now I’m thinking it’s because my answers were about self love and about loving your body the way it is and not having to work out all the time or the fact that it doesn’t matter what gender or sexuality you are that you are perfect the way you are is that maybe why I wasn’t in the videos like I was supposed to be? I know this is like a really confusing like jumble of post and writing and I honestly don’t know what the hell and running but I’m just so confused and wouldLove some clarification on actually what the heck is going on and what is this whole controversy around her opinions around what’s going on right now with her is she not as good as she used to be I feel like ever since she had Fox and then you know did the whole like project come back think she’s just change do you know really related to her when she had the body she had just after fox but now now I just I have to skip anything that has to do with her working out because it just triggers me and obviously again that’s not her fault that is you know me I have to control those triggers but at the same time I feel like she just you know she says listen to your body and I listen to my body but she doesn’t promote that it’s okay not to be her size? Does anyone else feel like she doesn’t promote like reality of bodies and has anyone noticed that she never shows what her stomach looks like after she’s eaten? Or is that just my overthinking that every time that she ate she’s always in some sort of baggy jumper or whatever so she’s never showing a stomach post food she’s only ever showing a stomach when she’s working out which we know she works out before she eats so any idea there? Again sorry for the ramble I have no idea if this makes any sense but I guess I’m finally starting to see the light? That maybe not everything that she posts on her stories and on Instagram and on YouTube is the reality?