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About 2 years ago, I went out drinking with a friend and she asked to peg me. I was kinda shocked and normally never would have agreed, but was also really crossfaded, horny and had a huge crush on her, so I nervously said yes.
Oh my god though I’m so glad I did, something awoke in me that night. She was so rough and dominant, bending me over and forcing me face down into my own mattress. The feeling of her strap penetrating me was so foreign, it hurt so much, but in an overwhelming pleasurable way. When she started thrusting it was so intense, the sensory overload…I thought I was going to pass out or die.
I cried for her to stop but she didn’t, and that made it feel so much better, just feeling so used and unable to do anything but submit, whimpering her name as she pounded into me till I went numb and couldn’t even think or react. I think something broke in me, and now I feel just so like…I want to be bred so badly, I want to be filled and used, fucked until I go nonverbal.
I haven’t done it since then, nor told a soul about it until now, but god… I think about it so much, I feel like I’ll die if I’m not used like that again. I want someone to spit in my mouth and bite and scratch me. To grab me by the roots of my hair and force me to choke on their strap while calling me a good boy. I feel so desperate like I’d do anything, give in to anyone, to feel so wanted. Over the last few days the craving has been getting more and more intense, like I can barely even focus on work, I’ve been just…swooning and daydreaming… hoping someone will come along and just take charge of me
Not sure if there’s anyone else out there locally who likes that, but if any lady sees my post and DMs me, I’m all yours to use however you want me, whenever you want me~
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