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You're curled up in the fetal position on our bed. I toss two things on the bed before getting in behind you: One of them is a towel, the other our strap-on, for later. But first, turn around for me, lie on your back so I can massage your crampy lower tummy...

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Retrospective:

So, I'm a little bit fascinated by period blood. Its shedding is a distinctly womanly process (dudes with periods aside, I feel for you) and as such holds a certain magical allure. However, I'm aware a lot of women feel kind of gross when it's happening so I wanted a scene where that's ok and where we don't go in just to hammer home how ungross it is... It's ok! I still make my feelings known, that I love your pussy and, later on, after I've been kneeling between your legs for a while, massaging away at you, with your pussy right there, under my cock, that yes, my cock does ache for you. But there is to be no penetration. Of you, that is.

There is, of me! :] I love pegging. Love how it feels. But I don't like how it sometimes seems like taking a strap-on is by default considered submissive or even emasculating. I think coding it as such by default a) is limiting, b) causes trepidation in those who would love to have their boyfriend take a strap-on but don't want to dominate him, and c) frankly betrays a certain misogyny in that it links penetration with subjugation and emasculation. Nuts to that. It's sex and it can be what we want it to be.

In this case, among other pleasures, a source of physical comfort for you as the leather back of the strap-on pushes into your abdomen and dulls your cramps with every downward thrust. In terms of dynamics, mayhaps like a confident woman might a shy man, I get you ready for me (I put the strap-on on you, stroke lube onto it), I straddle you, I guide it into me and lower myself onto it at my pace, and then I'm confidently riding you - you don't have to worry about a thing. :*

I hope you like this fantasy!