Original Post:

I wake you up by gently playing with your nipples, drooling on one and stroking the wetness into your skin with feather-light rubbing. By the time you come to, your morning wood is already wide awake and I ask you to please fuck me.

My audios this month are all going to have black lovers.

Non-black listeners are totally welcome to listen and comment too though. Don't feel like you're intruding! You're not. As with gender tags, I maintain my audios are for anyone who gets turned on by them, whether you listen like a fly on the wall, or you feel like embodying the listener-character, whether the character resembles you or not. <3 If you aren't black, this month you might run into the occasional description that doesn't apply to you. Black listeners, of course, live with a fairly strong possibility of that the year round.

Alright. Now please, everyone, enjoy imagining fucking me! Haha! <3

Retrospective:

I love cocks. Big and small. Love how they look, how they are. Soft, hard. Cumming spurts or "boiling over"... Love 'em! But I don't like the pressure on them to be big. That pressure hurts. It hurt me. Whatever shame I feel, not living up to some huge cock ideal, I'm sure it's worse for black guys with the colonialist stereotype of big black cocks looming over your heads. Fuck that.

My lover convinced me my own has a "comfortable size", which is not just putting a positive spin on a defect (took me a bit to believe it and I still sometimes falter), it's how she experiences a comfy sized cock. She doesn't want a cock to hurt and intensity, getting fucked is all in the fuckin'! How our bodies move. My own experience playing with dildos and being fucked with strap-ons of varying sizes is that I love the intensity of being fucked, but what makes it feel intense for me, physically, isn't length. Length is wasted on me. It doesn't hurt me, I don't have a cervix, so I got that going for me, but it's also not giving me anything. I don't feel anything deep in me. I feel my entrance, maybe my prostate which isn't far in at all (you can reach it with fingers), and then what I feel most is my partner throwing their body against me over and over, humping and grinding. The need, the urgency, the horny, loving aggression... That's where it's at, whether your cock is long or short.