Original Post:

You're tense, your mind is racing, so you scoot over to me in bed in the early morning and snuggle into me. We talk a bit about current events, I try to commiserate and make you feel better but there's no magical formula to say to make this go away. It's real and big. Eventually, we get distracted though and it leads to a beautiful blowjob.

I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to skip talking about protests and whatnot. Sexy times start at 9:10. There's still some lead up from there to get you hard so you're not jumping into the deep end but no more politics. Enjoy! :*

Retrospective:

Black lives matter.

Took a few iterations until I was happy with the beginning. I wanted the acknowledgment in there that this is bigger.. that well-meaning comforting can be too shallow to grasp the issue. Hence the dialectic "back and forth". At the same time, obviously, I didn't want the comforting completely undermined because I do want this to be soothing.

On a lighter note, I used my black dildo for the blowjob. :D

I don't usually associate that dildo's color with skin color because it doesn't have a human skin tone: it's pitch-black. But I do select my dildos depending on the audio: E.g. if I want my partner's imaginary dick to be small I either use my thumb or the thinner end of my purple g-spot massager. I also use that when I want to take it in my throat because the g-spot massager has a very smooth surface without any horizontal speed bumps so it goes down nicely. Whereas if I want to pay a lot of attention to the cock-head in the audio, I pick my big, caucasian skin tone colored dildo because it's sculpted with a lot of realistic detail, like a little pee slit and tiny skin folds at the frenulum.. it's very pretty! Doesn't make an audible difference but it helps with improv if the details exist, plus it's hot for me.

I haven't used my black one for an audio in a while because it's elegantly abstracted, which gives it a great shape for sex and makes it beautiful to look at, but it doesn't have the fine details my other one has.

But yeah, when I looked over my small arsenal to see what to pick for this audio, like a golf caddy picking the right club, lol, I thought it's gotta be the black one today. Anyway, here's a picture of it, if you're curious. :D