Original Post:

We're in a loving long-distance relationship but the day has finally come when you're visiting me in person! It was a great evening, with home-made Spätzle and Geschnetzeltes and the movie "Jeremiah Johnson". Now, we're on the couch and I fake a yawn to get my arm around your shoulder, to pull you closer... and after some movie talk I bring up we should make out. :]

You sit in my lap, I say how happy I am that you're here and I see all of you now, not just what's framed in a Skype call: a whole person. But as I say that, you shut down. You don't quite feel like a whole person since the surgery.

You're brave enough to show me your scars, however, and find out what you already knew deep down: that you're the woman I love, the woman that turns me on more than any other, and that your scars really don't change a thing about it.

request (big thanks to /u/-et_Al for posting it!) | audio

Retrospective:

I saw a woman with a mastectomy at the sauna once. German saunas are nude zones, no bathing suits, but when walking between saunas you're allowed to wrap a towel around you or a wear a robe because it can be cold. A lot of women choose to wear robes outside, even if it's not cold, but she didn't. Walked, with a walk that wasn't making herself smaller, wasn't hiding or turning part of her away in any way. She walked like she had an awesome chest to show. It was honestly intimidating, seeing someone this confident, but also hugely attractive. Was the scar itself pretty? Nah, but who cares, it's a scar. The woman though? Smoke show!

What I wanted to get across with the audio is normalcy. That's why it plays out like a relaxed date evening at first, with movie chatter, sharing something we like, having some laughs... but also how intimacy=vulnerability acceptance, and how that's exciting in itself, whether you're making yourself vulnerable over a mastectomy or anything really. Throughout the audio, I kiss, touch and cup your scars because I accept them and they don't take anything away from how I feel about you - but it's not your scars that turn me on by themselves, I don't have a fetish for scars, but the intimacy of you sharing them with me. And, ultimately, your confidence when you begin to believe in my acceptance and put my hands on them. :3

I hope you like it!