I actually do not expect him to say anything in return, but i still went for it.

Ofc, he did not feel the same way, and that's okay tbh, but what's not okay is that he does not even remember anything.

He did not remember that night where everything started,

He did not remember the poem that i wrote,

I doubt that he even understood anything that i said when i confessed my feelings to him.

It just hurts me a lot to know that he did not value ANYTHING that was special to me.

i don't even know if i can maintain our friendship anymore. It seems like im just a virtual friend that he can talk to whenever he's bored.

I know you're probably not reading this, but if u are, i just wanna say that i am thankful that we became friends, i am thankful for all of the smiles and giggles that u gave me, but don't be surprised if one day i stopped talking to u. I have invested so much care for our convos already, and im starting to believe that none of those matter to u.

last night broke me.

i'll be able to fix myself eventually,

but i just want u to know

that i loved u.

too bad u didnt feel the same way..

goodbye.